Fluffy Stuffy Dusty Day II

[continue from Fluffy Stuffy Dusty Day posted on May 1st]

Eid Fitr 2010 was my longest holiday in 4 years! Haishh...it was that bad. This time, this eid was slightly different. Mr. S appeared and yeap! he was back in Mauritius for festive. I knew he went back but wasn't bother to ask him when or how long. This time it was the other way round. No more me ranting, sighing and crying.

It was his day, his sorrow, his sadness...his humpty dumpty fell-off-the-wall day. I tried to return the favor. I listened, saddened by his sadness --and I fell for him. I was scared if it was some kind of pity sake or rebound thing etc. but the more I think of it, I realised I've missed him ever since he stopped talking to me. I missed our late night pillow talking, I missed the fact that whenever am sad he always managed to cheer me up!

It took several friends {I love you guys so so much!} to convince me to make me see that am actually in love with Mr.S. To confess?Urhh...that is my hardest part because during the listening session we had I realised he wasn't really busy with work or study. He was busy courting!

My bestie was always there and gave me motivation to confess my love for Mr.S of which yes, of course I did! Darn, I was blushing like lobster boiled in hot water!! Luckily he couldn't see my face at the time. Hahahaa...

That conversation ended up with us sorting out a lot of stuff. When I said a lot of stuff, it was A LOT!: matter of the heart, life, money, family and FUTURE! All those talking made me stopped and thought about it thoroughly. To my astonishment, we complement each other so much I don't have words to describe them.

We concluded we should give it a chance. See where it leads us, to see if we are cut for each other. And fate is on our side. Maybe it has been written as our destiny.

How we got to a term in deciding to settle down and got married was another whole different story. Hold on to my words when we didn't really look at settling down this year but the numbers was too tempting to resist. Hahahaa...We were not those kind of people who are obsess with integers, beautiful numbers kinda thing. But we said to ourselves, "Oh what the heck! We love each other so much, we are there at the right age, we have jobs, we can take responsibilities well...so why postpone?!"

We decided to be together in September 2010, he met my family in December 2010 and we announced our wedding date in January 2011. Everything was as smooth as satin. As if nothing can stop us!

We were wrong!! We had tons of issues with the other family {hint: not my family}. Mawkishly silly egoistic bickering, not to mention melodramatic soap opera and ooh! it nearly gave me hypertension. Sigh~

Didn't really expect this and yes, Mr. S is the apple of his mother's eyes! Yes yes I can hear you people say "No wonder!". Hahahaa...I just want everything to be perfect. With both families and elders to be there. I wish the other family would just listen to what we have to say, what I have to say.

Oh well! Even how preposterous it may sound at the moment, I know one day it will just fall into place. It is quite a journey for both Mr.S and me, electrifying I must add, and I am determined to prove that I deserve Mr.S and he deserves me. Being together and have "US"-- worth the while, the fightings, the bickering, the tears, the never ending drama and we do not need to justify our love to anybody.Whoever that anybody could be!

P/S: To the other family, if you happened to read this entry, please know I respect all of you. I just wish you take the time to get to know me, to understand your own son rather than contradicts everything he says or does. I am not stealing him away from all of you, I merely want to be in his world as much as he is in my world. Please be part of our world too and be happy for us. That's all I've ever wanted.

Wish us luck!

Love,

Lilly Ishak